I Love You Darling

Everything was falling apart
All around you
And no one was there
It seemed like no one was there to catch you
So I told you to take my hand
And I said we'd get through it together
But you don't even care
I tear open my soul
I rip out my heart
I give that heart to you
And I sit here
And still I bleed for you
All these scars
They burn so much
So much so I can hardly stand it
So if I should die before I wake
I pray you, my spirit take
So very far away from here
Years way back into the past
Where i may wait without a fear
Because I know you'll never see me
And I know I won't be able to be hurt then
And there are so many things
That i should have told you
I don’t want to hurt you
I don’t want to shred every little thing you are
And as i lay here
There’s blood all over the floor
My throat and wrists are gaping
As to you I speak once more
"I still love you
Though you were the one that did this all to me
Don't hate yourself
I'm supposed to do that part
Even if I can't
And don’t pity me
I'll make it on my own..."
And as I lay dying
Not a tear is in your eye
You simply stand and watch me here
On this filthy blood-pooled floor
You let me die the way I have wanted all along
Just to see you one last time
And say my final thoughts
And all's going dark
I'm fading now
Away from everything
Away from all existence
I hear you utter your final parting words
"Goodbye
Good riddance
And good luck
You'll need it where you're going
I'll see you in Hell"
I close my eyes and rest my body
I'm leaving now
But just know this
I care about you
I just want you to be happy
And I mean it every time I say
I love you darling